ZINDAGI

Zindagi???

Sun kar kitna acha lgta h na,jese koi rangin si jannat ki duniya ho,lekin jese hi gahrai se jakar ise mahsus karte h to ehsas hota h ki sabke dil me koi icha koi sapna… bikhare huye mala k motiyo ki tarah hote h,dekhne me ye bikhre moti ache lgte h but jinki zindagi me ye moti bikhre hote h unko bahut takleef hoti h,jab wo sapne tut jate h to mahsus hota h ki kitna dard hota h bilkul wese hi jese sisha dekhne me to sundar lgta h lekin jab wo tut jata h to uske tukde chubhte h aur sirf aansu k alawa kuch nhi bachta…Let me clear me clear first aansu bahana kamjori nhi h bt un adhure sapno ki chubhan insane ko jarur kamjor bana deti h,,,sach me sapne sirf sapne hote h…un tite huye sapno ko sametne me puri zindagi lag jati h bt un sapno ki chubhan kabhi nhi jati,,,esa kyu hota h ki jo sapna aankho aur dil ko acha lgta h wo kabhi pura nhi hota???Bachpan se jo sapne dil me base hote h woe k pal me tut jate h bt unki yaade… yaade hamesa dil me rhti h,kuch sapne hosh sambhalne ke bad dekhte h lekin un sapno ko ladkpan ke sapne kahte h…jise log nadaniya hi kahte h bt har kisi ki life me yahi nadaniya imp hoti h,jo koi aur nhi samjh skta… kabhi insane dil k hatho majboor ho jata h to kabhi koi aur majboori ho jati h… dil…dil …aakhir ye dil hi to h jo itni taklif deta h.apni taklif chupane k liye muskurahat ka sahara lete h bt wo bhi kab tak sath deti h,ek din wo bhi chor kar chali jati h,piche bachta h sirf gam ka saaya,kuch bate dil ko chubhti bt kisi ko kuch kah nhi sakte…aaj ki halat ye h ki koi kisi ka nhi h n ye mera experience h,dusro ka pta nhi,kisi ka bhi acha sochte h ya help krte h to bure ham bnte h,esa kyu hota h,,,akhir kyu???Mene kisi ka bura to nhi socha aur na kabhi kiya,fir mere sath hmesa esa kyu hota h,,,OH GOD PLZZZ HELP ME…